Judge Me

Black sneakers, brown beanie, black shawl, judge me
Black leather boots, short red skirt, shiny necklace, judge me
Black pants, pink hair, silver wallet chain, judge me
Black skin, black eyes, black hair, judge me

Old lady fear ‘m
White girl love ‘m
Black guy hate ‘m
College professor shun ‘m

Wonder what you would do
If you had no access
To everything everyone accustomed to
What would it do to you

Wonder what you would think
When you see the eyes
When you feed ‘m lies
Everyone accustomed to

Wonder who you would be
If everything acts jaded
The most hated’s favorite
Of the favorite most hated

Wonder where you would go
When everything the world show
Is but a decor for the show
Consuming all we live for

We have no heart
Or so every one thinks
But a reflection of thought we are
Society got us far
Far from where we once were
As kings on the ground
They couldn’t see my face turn black
When the cart hit town
Who I once was
Is now not who I can be
Cause who I was back then
Is erased from memory

Who am I
Who are we
Luckily
Have hem to judge me
Give me new me
That we never see
For white claim sight
And dark never see

Right

None should forget
right is might
might leave tomorrow

Tags: haiku written

Raise

How does one
raise up on palms and knees
after falling down the mountain of life
I knew not I know more
And the pain from the stomach
through the lungs to the lips
dripping blood on the floor
Let it feel sore
They call it free-fall because you
should feel free
But truthfully I never felt so constricted
Every muscle
Every cell of blood had wished it never happened
and now they drip upon the cold floor
A wish was slain.


Slowly raise my head
Balance my weight at the feet from the right to the left
Raise my eyelids, cold wind penetrates me
to foresee without sight is the difficulty
The thought of hurt had me feeling cautions
The taste of sin makes me nauseous
Even though we all see that sin befalls us
Such a sin is cancerous to all us
Nausea from how we let the sin call us
Sin with him, parasite creeping, let me in
I broke roots with the knowledge that I found within
For I found roots in my knowledge, could not let sin win
Remind all of the stability that knowledge can bring


Step after step
breath after breath
Cold air kills which is why it reminds me of death
Refuse to wonder why the blizzard hadn’t killed us yet
Foul stench off the blood that was frozen on my chin
brought me insight of the parasite zeit we live in
I let my tears be the fuel for the hearts of the kind
for it warms, defrost all the hearts of my kind
Without sight, start to walk where I guide us
I need not use the eyes to see the guidance
Within pure light our sight only blinds us
And just that disability should bind us
Feel my steps


Let my skin touch the ground
Snowy substance makes the feet wet
As the wind gently weeps, can you hear it?
As the heart slowly burns, can you feel it?
As the insight of mind, can you see it?
Whoever thought that falling from the top of the sky
Landing down on the ground would’ve left us alive
Move on, as I reach a point of difficulty
Curiosity wonders what is behind of me
Could not force my mind to let the idea flee
All the truth we gather picked up sensory
Fear for the eyes, most that we see is a lie
Open my eyes, behind me stands a mountain of ice.